Sunday, January 16, 2005 / 1:27 AM
Frenster is such a fuckin ass...dah delete masih ade..dah bace...masih letak new wateva..n blom delete bleh ilang...so annoyin....n its so laggy summore..
n mi comp was so fucked up jz nw...there were 150 viruses...den suddenly duno hw cum becum 2...n ad-aware se cant delete viruses for sum weird reasons...so annoyin...
n u noe wat...for mi human resource management mid semb test on mon...which is onli for 1 pathetic hr...i am so many materials to read...mi industrial relations notes is 15 page long dy...n summore got 5 more topics...n another grp's notes...how to memorise siak....
n i haf tis weird angry feelin inside of me...i'm not reali sure y...but i jz feel so annoyed...especially wif guys...wat's wrong wif me man..n i suddenly feel so inferior compared to other ppl...wat's happenin to me seriously...sumtimes i reali feel tt i'm weird...sumtimes i reali hate other peeps...n sumtimes i jz feel so annoyed wif myself...sumtimes i feel so suffocated...sumtimes i hate my life and at the same time luv it...i reali feel like shoutin...i cant even show my true feelins to ppl...n i hate keeping tinks to myself cos i noe tt its bad...
Tuesday, January 11, 2005 / 9:33 PM
I had to be an interviewee today for comm skills..N had to dress formal..but of cos i'm not so dumb to walk ard skul the whole day dressed so formally so i brought a top along..
but the thing is that i sucked in the interview...i tink i was the suckiest..the onli good comments the tutor said afterwards was tt i looked good...tt means i talked suckily,my posture sucked,n everything else sucked...n i supposedly talked too softly n fidget too much..
n tt stupid uncle benny still said the same thing,tt mi peer teaching notes lacked something but he didnt wan to tell me...so i went to ron and aishah n asked them...luckily evry1else is nicer den tt old nabe..n so i haf to burn the midnite oil tonite n do mi peer teaching notes,mindmap,fila,report n reflection...argh...
n jz nw at bishan mrt station,mi mcdonald's bag dropped n the fries scattered around..i had to pick up all the fries, looking like an idiot..n gt tis cute guy summore..okie,he's prolly younger..but its still embarassing..n to top it off, wen i entered the train, mi heels got stuck at the hole..luckily the door didnt close at that time..n mi feet hurts like fuck..i onli haf two blisters tis time but mi skin tore..wat a sucky,sucky day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1