Friday, June 30, 2006 / 4:22 AM
jz created my skype account....the shit which enables pc to pc call free....bt i duno who have skype acc....haha...n my tummy hurts like hell....been perspiring since jz nw....n ive been eating like a pig recently....actuali im even hungry nw....
jz gt the title of tis song which i luv like crazy...not tt new....bt who cares....n jz nw i dwnloaded a song on limewire n den restarted mi pc...wen i tried to download summore i was suddenly transferred to tis website whr u hafta pay for dwnloads....mi fren said he had the same prob too n its all bcos of the damned authorities....damn....hate tis shit....i noe mi entry is boring bt hu cares again....n i haf a fuckin lot of songs to download...:(annoyin siak....hmph....bye ar....
Friday, June 09, 2006 / 1:41 AM
Havent blogged for a very very long time so here i am...currently i am unemployed n lookin for a job.....yea....been slackin at hm for the past 3 wks i tink....been getting moody recently n paranoid abt jb....duno whether tis mth has a lot of unhappy memory for me or whether im jz sot..surprisingly im not even lookin forward to mi bdae....
btw,zh,if ur readin tis happy belated bdae....sorie i 4gt to wish ya...there's one area of my life that suck a lot...either it sux rite frm the start or otherwise it seems to go well,den suddenly it turns sucky....n another part of mi life is gettin worse too....gez tt's mi fault...n nw tis unemployment shit....yea...lotsa ppl seem to have gotten jobs tho...mi relationship wit mi family is improvin compared to a few mths bck,bt its still nt as gd as b4....
am i really bad?i dun tink so....its jz tt i like to haf fun....bt at least i do tink abt consequences....or at least i try to....i wana learn to dance....proper i mean not the usual dancing anihw at clubs...take lessons n stuff...den mebbe i wun even nid to start exercising cos dancing is a gd way to get a gd body...
sumtimes i wish i was more adventurous or more thick skinned,sumtimes i find miself doin stupid stuff den getting embarassed abt it...so wat?im confused...ydae i jz did a veri rabak tink...i fuckin farted in front of mi date for the first time...n im not even a farter,i am a burper...gosh tt was so embarassin....bt luckily he farted after tt...i rmbr fartin at tangs tt time...tt was so long ago bt still...
n frm time to time recently,i haf tt urge....dun tink anihw ar ppl...duno,wat i shld do abt it...haiya....n i hate whining....bt i cant stop it...n i wana go momo again....bt its difficult sial...n i cant stand stupid ppl who cheats ur feelings....bloody asses...
