tired of tis stupid life man....miss skul....miss mi social life....miss clubbin surprisingly....jz went last wk bt it feels like its been sum time...n tt day i had to listen in to mi own call bcos i gt a poor rating fr one of the survey qns...tink it was a total of 5 poor ratings...the trg is all theoretical...n its so diff frm nw...n sum of wat we r taught r nt accurate...n mi pay is bloody pathetic...i cant kip splurgin animore...plus ciggies summore...n mi mum....ard 40% of mi pay goes to her...i mean fine if i nid money she will gimme...bt im nt supposed to take $$ animore frm her...its so diff to be independent...n stupid norlilah is gonna monitor mi calls...dammit...n aziah is goin thru shit at wrk too....the other 3 ppl r quite gd...so gd luck fr us ar..n he noes im avoidin miting him n is tryna sweeten me up wit his words...n tis time he asked me in adv wen is mi off day n i said it, tinkin tt he wun mit up since its nt his off day....bt he book me dy...n i duno hw to get out of it...mi mind is bungled....n im starting to feel like bloody emo out of the blue....