Thursday, May 10, 2007 / 4:05 PM
I reali can't take it anymore. I really hate this fucked up shithole at work where everyone is so damn hypocritical and so damned democratic that they can smile at u one minute and spread untruths about you the next moment. Of course there are tis type of ppl evrywhr. but that's only a bloody handful. but here,prolly half of them are like that at least.
n im supposed to be a fuckin CCPE which is CO-CURRICULAR PROGRAMME EXECUTIVE, not OFFICE ATTENDANT.like hello, mi ranking is the same as OM and Admin Exec n mi pay is almost as high as new teachers bt wat am i treated as?sum freakin errand gurl...
exam timetable,i haf to pass to all the classes, counselling forms for those rascals, i hafta pass to those students and at short notice..even tried to make me do invigilation which is so not mi job....im not supposed to wrk directly wit the students...wen i ask him y he put mi name in the invigilation timetable wat he say, evry1 is supposed to help out during exam time..like wtf,i cn name so many staffs who do not nid to invigilate..n wen i say even if u reali nid mi help badly, y didnt u ask me in adv n wat was his answer..now u noe wat...
n i haf to do the damned daily absenteeism database for students..fuck la...tts so out of mi job scope...n wen u ask me to attend the hockey tournament, u told me its fr me to gain more exposure in the school's cca bt in the end wat, i hafta look aft the bloody rascals all by myself during my journey bck..n fuckin bitch yg duduk blakang aku,gie suruh aku put together the class timetable and master timetable for the whole school..fuck ar,as if mr jansen didnt brief u guys on wat im supposed to do..
n tt fuckin bitch of a dm,3 or 4wks aft i start,find fault wit me..tok to me rudely like her damned idiotic students neymind..tt time she actuali ordered me to keep the keys the students returned n i said i didnt noe..its not mi job...like duh..den she actuali dared to scold me in front of the students fr not knowin n im supposed to noe n shld go find out..padan muker,biler dier complain pt mr jansen, he said its the job of the CCA teachers and not me..
den tt time i havent smoked for 4 fuckin hrs..saw her in the toilet n she actuali had the audacity to complain to the admin mngr tt i reeked of ciggies and shes sure i smoked in sch..she noes tt i smoke ar in the 1st plc...so wat was she tryna do?find fault wit me la..its viceroy nt kretek...even the smell of kretek wld be gone in 4 hrs...n tt was onli one stick..n she didnt even dare say to my face...first complain abt me den spread the words...if its the truth fine ar...bt its a bloody lie..
n i always go wrk buy breakfast tapao den go off and eat wit them..cos i dun like most of the teachers so i mix wit the off ppl and tech ppl..she fuckin complained say y im always in the general off..of cos tt was behind my back too...i mean come on ar,evryone comes to sch oso eat..n a nbr of them go outside eat summore bt tt one nevermind...wen they stand ard n chit chat oso tts okie...onli cos its me tts y muz complain..
den the attendance register,i always bring 2 lvls at a time to staff rm to update the attendance, which isnt my job btw...its no use bringing one lvl at a time cos i cn finish 2 lvls in 1/2 hr..she nt happy sia...say i kip there very long summore..ask me to do the updating at the general off at side of the front desk whr gt pc..even the principal has no prob wit tt n even inform me he will return soon if he takes em..
nbr 1. u were the one who wasnt happy wit me bein in the off and nw u ask me to go there..nbr 2, u ask me to sit at a plc whr ppl store food,whr ppl eat their breakfast,n is littered wit dead ants and aft usin the pc fr sum reason ur hands wit get sticky and u asked me to use tt plc..ur bloody excuse is easy to refer if parents call..fr god's sake, nt much parents call to enq abt their child's attendance and the attendance is usuali not correctly updated til noon and i onli take tt in the mornin..
u jz wana refer to which cls the kid is frm or who the form teacher is..i mean hello u cn look at the more updated file which contains all the particulars...its jz like 3m away...i dun tink tts too far...the most fucked up bit is wen i go to zul's rm fr a while..which is not locked btw n ppl usuali enter his rm w/o even knockin...wen u saw,u actuali complained abt us and spread abt it sayin its fishy...kau fikir aku gie main dgn dier kape..
mentang2 kau anak dara tua blom kwn n kau buruk n obviously tk pernah dpt,kau fikir sumer org gatal mcm kau,mane2, bile2 pun leh buat n wit jz any guy...i tok wit him like buddy2 in the first plc...n hes not gd looking at all sak..kitorang mcm member beh kau bobal mepek...main shoot aje...bodoh peh org utan..
n tadi mr jansen actuali told me i may hafta move bck to the off..aft forcin myself to even tho i didnt wan to initially, bcos those same ppl tink im doin nuting in the general off even tho they duno the truth and wan me to move here..aft gettin comfortable wit bein invisible here..aft getting mi own cabinet and drawers which i had to get one of the tech guys to repair..aft havin fixed fr me a tel and nw i hafta move bck..
i suspect its cos of tt bitch parvathy and her clan cos shes the one who actuali decide whr to seat new ppl who come in..yes, gt newbies cumin..n the kind of newbie hafta make way fr them..mebbe they finally decided,they wld rather i be seated at the off bcos here,i cn jz make invisible and deaf and dun try to angkat them which they hoped..ractuali ade byk lagi cite tapi aku dah malas nk ckp...
